I couldn't say it. I've tried to several time, but it's become too precious for me to do so. I've fallen to deep in love that I got scared. Scared of not being able to see his smile, not being able to hug him, not being able to stay with him if I told him.
There's a person I haven't been able to speak about, a person I keep in my heart... for this person is the most precious thing to me.
I don't know if this is unnatural or not... But that memory is as clear and vivid as if happened yesterday. Whether such things as memories are reliable or not, time sure flies by fast...
I tried to tell him. I've rehearsed it for more than a hundred times in my head.
Because I fell so much in love with him. I became afraid to tell him.
What if he stopped smiling at me? Then, I wouldn't be able to be with him.
The words that refused to stay in my head... I pushed them back down my throat. I couldn't tell him the truth or what was in my heart...
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