Monday, December 3, 2012

My December


My December begins with too much thinking. I don't know what happened, but slowly I realize that my English become worse and worse. My third semester will ended soon. However to be here it's my choice, and I must take responsibility with all its cost. German isn't simple language to learn, it's give too many tense and transformation noun, adj, and verb. I'm not stress or whatever, I'm not bipolar teenager that always asking what is the meaning of life or what should I do with this life. I considered myself as human. And I believe all human in this world are aware that they became old someday, eventually indeed. I just don't know what I need to be real human. With all chitchat girls do, they're liar. I prefer doing anything by myself and stand alone. I hope when the test begins, my classmates are honest and don't do something stupid like cheating. 
Sometimes I feel lonely, heh it's not abnormal tough, we're human after all. I'm university student and I still growing up. There's a lot of things that I have to do to be real human. Live the life that I want to and listen the other if necessary.

You're human,
stand alone if you can,
but don't forget,
you're living thing,
growing up,
become old,
you can't live alone,
we need you,
to be here,
not exactly here,
but on our mind,
You need to thinking,
about somebody,
somehow,
and sometimes,

...and then my real December begins with those unimportant words. I hate people that talking about life, which means I hate myself who wrote this post.

for English writing practice, next post will be written in German

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