and then

When was the last time you did something for the first time?

...kind of tired, and want to start something new. 

to start my very own world,

to learn something new,

to meet someone new,

to find new love,

to make me real human,

because right now I'm not human enough.

No, because I have enough of this, can't stand it no more.

It's just like the song you sing is for one person, for her, and not for me. because I expect too much. because I hope too much. and in the end it hurt me so much.

so, it was not mine from the start. so far, so far away from. Ini cuma gambaran.

Intinya, kalau saya tidak mengubah kebiasaan saya sekarang, saya akan makin tersesat dan bingung.

Alles sollte anders sein . Everything should be different.

and now,

let's start something new.